This is not really a photo of Kam the Alien but a simulation. It is supposed to represent what she looks like when she is in a mid-morphing mode. After the failed attempt to destroy Kam's UFO and Kam herself I found out a few more facts about Kam and her powers. First off she can duplicate as many Replicants as she wants whenever she wants. More importantly she can reproduce down to the very last detail any material object in the physical universe. For example, she had no trouble duplicating her huge UFO and a whole fleet of powerful interceptors all of which were real but replicas. She told me that she could duplicate any town, city or country at will or even the entire planet down to the last detail. She had never done any of this because she saw no need .
As many of you already know, I had previously thought that the original people who had been turned into Replicants were kept on her ship in one form or another, but she told me that that was a false assumption. Once a Replicant was made there was no longer any need for the original. Why would you need them if Replicants were exact duplicates she said. She had a point.
Concerning her emotional make-up I found out that the Aliens from Kam's planet craved human contact because they are not capable of of having any feelings such as we know them. They feel no pleasure, no pain, no laughter, no tears, no anger and so on. Nor do they feel anything like sensual pleasure and find the latter thrilling. This has led me to believe that whatever physical form they really are they are nothing like humans. Kam herself is tempted to become human just to have feelings. I think she has become bored with her own existence.
Here is another strange fact. When I told her that I was about to write her out of my story she became terrified. The fact that she was in a story meant everything to her. Why was that? What did that mean? What power did stories have over her? I have no answers to these questions. I can only say that I am not even sure that any of this is real as we understand that term. I might be very well be a part of a larger simulation about which I know nothing. The universe itself may be part of a larger simulation for all I know.
For example, if any of this is true and the stories literally created Kam and her UFO , ceasing to write about her might very well destroy her and her UFO. What could this mean? Does it mean anything at all? These are some of the puzzles I am trying to solve. In the meanwhile I am going to keep up writing this journal.
For those who are interested in her sex life I can only say that she has cooled down quite a bit. I think that she is becoming more and more human. At first she was red hot and now she seems more mellow and capable of a wide range of human feeling. Maybe her staging of the great Wagnerian Love/Death scene satisfied her cravings for a while. Oddly enough I have remained the same. What I mean is that I am not becoming more like an Alien.
Kam is the most interesting and complex creature I have ever known and I am sure that I will be able to find out more her and the Aliens in general.
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